Yup the christmas has been and gone, long days with te family, pigging out and having a ball and then days with dougies family emmm pigging out and having a ball. But now its almost back to life again, normal life and I need to get a grip on mine.
It's now been one year post transplant well actually 14months and although I do feel I did a lot last year I also had a feeling that I was being held back a good bit on account of two bouts of pneumonia, a bout of chicken pox, and some rubbish rejection. I have been extremely fortunate not to have suffered too much in the past few months and even luckier to have a cracking lung function.
The only things I ave to deal with are the spasms - brought on by my drugs on my hands and feet which in all honesty is rather funny at first watching your hands twist into funny shapes but ends with me crying and hitting them off anything which isn't so funny. And also my acid reflux which I find I now have rather big symptoms with, although having lot my sense of smell which actually does come back to me every now and again means I dont have to smell the MANKY ARSE like burps.
Poor Poor Dougie . . . . . .
2011 was brought in with many tears, tears about lost ones, tears for me being a little lost. I'm finding juggling life rather difficult, but thats where its going to change.
ORGANISATION is the KEY!!!
I have college - I am sitting up at the moment hoping to start on some more portfolio work -PAH
I have the cupcakes - a new venture by myself and another two lovely girls in my class
I have travelling to look forward to
I have a number of folk who actually want to work alongside me, which is fabulous.
I have BIG BIG plans for what my BIG thing is going to be this year.
But not wanting to divulge at the moment, nearer the time yes I will.
Now that everything is settling I know that I have been hit rather hard with the whole - I actually have to decide what I'm wanting to do . . . . . but I'll think about that.
Some things I want from this year
I dont wanna eat sweeties all day everyday!!
I want to travel
I want to achieve a great goal
I want the people who I talk to and are awaiting transplant to get theirs
And lastly
I want to teach the world to sing ha ha ha ayes theres a few more.
Until the next time which I hope wont be too long
Cheery ohhhhh
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you also have team glasgow to keep you going :-)
ReplyDeleteRemember it's not so much where you are going, but enjoying the journey getting there!
jac xx